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1 month to go

Omg omg omg omg! =O

Exactly 1 month from now I'm supposed to be in the Philippines. I have not told my employer yet. I'm sick & worried about possible worst case scenarios that could happen right after I quit. What if I lost all my funds?! I would be f*#%ed!!

The cosmos is all aligning & pushing for me to do this though. My boyfriend is relocating to his new job out of state. My work place is moving to a new office. My local financial obligations are settling down. I feel like everything is just pushing me towards this change.

But! Its in the middle of the worst recession since the Great Depression! And I'm leaving a perfectly good, cushy job! (Although, this does open up a permanent position for a temp coworker with a newborn) Arrggghh!!! It feels like jumping off a perfectly good plane. I'm poring over Lonely Planet forum threads on pre-departure anxiety. Its somewhat comforting but am still a nervous wreck. I know I will regret it if I don't do this. I have experienced set backs in my career (#1 being the recession) but I have 30+ more years of work to make it up.

So yeah...this is a little bit of insight into what goes in loony head. I have officially talked myself into going.


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